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SUBDOMAIN!! [08 May 2006|02:09pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Moved again to http://meaa.aesthetiques.org :)

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the girl has moved! [17 Feb 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

i've got a new home on the MMU server, with shortcut url.
why didnt i ever think of that?

new home:

bye-bye livejournal.

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i fucking miss you. [03 Jan 2006|02:36am]
[ mood | moody ]

When I miss you, I think of all the things that makes me hate you.

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bahasa sabah? :D [29 Dec 2005|06:53pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

Here's a fun and educational read. Surprised me that this even got to the internet *ROFL*

A direct cut and paste from (http://ms.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bahasa_Melayu_Sabah).
All here is 99% true :P


Bahasa Melayu Sabah
Dari Wikipedia, ensaiklopedia bebas

Bahasa Melayu Sabah ialah Bahasa Melayu yang ditutur oleh masyarakat umum Sabah. Bahasa Melayu Sabah mempunyai persamaan yang banyak dengan Bahasa Melayu piawai (Bahasa Melayu baku), namun terdapat perbezaan dalam perkataan-perkataan tertentu, penggunaan perkataan, serta cara penyampaian.

Jadual kandungan
* 1 Perbendaharaan Kata
o 1.1 Penggunaan Kata tambah -bah
o 1.2 Penggunaan "anu"
* 2 Penyampaian
* 3 Penggunaan Berbeza
* 4 Kesimpulan

Perbendaharaan Kata
Penggunaan Bahasa Melayu Sabah banyak dipengaruh oleh penggunaan Bahasa Melayu Indonesia serta Brunei, Bahasa Kadazandusun, Bahasa Inggeris dan terdapat juga pengaruh Cina Hakka. Beberapa contoh:

* bilang - cakap, berkata - Siapa bilang?
* cincai - tidak teratur - jangan buat karja(kerja) cincai
* limpang - baring
* limpas - lepas(masa), atau lintas (seberang)
* lugai-lugai - tak tentu arah
* lilipan - lipan
* ndak/inda - tidak
* ping - ais
* poncit - pancit
* semberana - sengaja
* sikang - sudu
* sigup - rokok
* sikul - sekolah
* aisboks - peti sejuk
* bubut - kejar
* palui - bodoh
* sot - gila
* ngam-ngam - sesuai
* silaka - Celaka
* mem - ibu
* bos - bapa
* jambu - jelita
* mangkali - berangkali
* diorang - mereka

Penggunaan Kata tambah -bah
Salah satu penggunaan kata yang membezakan Bahasa Melayu Sabah dengan Bahasa Melayu piawai, ialah kata tambah -bah yang sering diguna dalam percakapan. Kata tambah -bah mempunyai fungsi seperti berikut:

Kata penyudah untuk menguatkan ekspresi kata

* Iya bah. - Iya, lah.

Kata tambah pemula untuk memulakan percakapan. Boleh diganti dengan kata "saya mula bercakap" (bagaimanapun, penggunaan kata ini tidak diguna dalam Bahasa Melayu Piawai. Selalunya digunakan pada permulaan kata.

* Bah, pigi la kamu dulu - (Saya menjawab kamu) Pergilah kamu dulu.

Memberi maksud sudah, atau penghabis kata. Pengganti dalam bahasa Melayu ialah "Baiklah", atau "Begitulah".

* Bah. - Baiklah

Kata tambahan -bah adalah contoh jelas pengaruh bahasa Kadazandusun ke atas Bahasa Melayu Sabah.

Penggunaan "anu"
"anu" di dalam Bahasa Melayu piawai, bermaksud panggilan untuk orang ketiga. Biasanya perkataan ini digunakan untuk mengelakkan penggunaan nama sebenar. Contoh penggunaan Dia keluar dengan si"anu" semalam.. Bagaimanapun, perkataan "anu" dalam Bahasa Melayu Sabah mempunyai penggunaan yang luas.

Selain digunakan untuk merujuk kepada orang ketiga, "anu" juga digunakan untuk merujuk kepada barang. Contoh: "Kau sudah ambil itu anu?". Penggunaan anu biasanya merujuk kepada perkara yang diketahui oleh pembalas.

Pada kebiasaannya perkataan "anu" diguna untuk mengganti perkataan "apa" dalam Bahasa Melayu piawai.

"Anu" juga membawa maksud, aksi perbuatan. Kata ganti dalam Bahasa Melayu ialah "sudahkan" atau "buat".

Contoh: Macammana mau anu ni?. Jangan kasi anu tu!.

Cara penyampaian Bahasa Melayu Sabah agak berbeza dengan Bahasa Melayu piawai. Ini dapat diperhati dari segi sebutan bagi huruf vokal(a,e,i,o,u) dalam perkataan Melayu piawai.

Pertukaran 'e' (seperti 'e' dalam "pemuda") kepada sebutan 'i'

* pigi - pergi
* sijuk - sejuk
* bisuk - besok
* mimang - memang
* cilaka (silaka) - celaka

Pertukaran 'e' (seperti 'e' dalam "pemuda") kepada sebutan 'a'

* kamarin - kelmarin
* paning - pening
* bali - beli
* karbau/krabau - kerbau
* tarap - terap(Sejenis buah-buahan di sabah)
* tambirang - Tembirang
* sanapang - 'senapang

Pertukaran 'o' (seperti 'e' dalam "botak") kepada sebutan 'u'

* bula - bola
* urang - orang
* buduh - bodoh
* munyit - monyet

Terdapat juga perkataan yang mengabai sama sekali sebutan huruf vokal.

* slipar - selipar
* krusi - kerusi
* triak - teriak'
* brani - berani
* tlefon - telefon
* skarang - sekarang

Penggunaan Berbeza
Terdapat juga perkataan Melayu yang jarang digunakan dalam Bahasa Melayu Piawai. Penggunaan perkataan-perkataan ini telah diganti dengan perkataan-perkataan lain.


* Sia (saya) - Saya
* aku - saya
* kau - awak
* periuk - kuali
* celana - seluar
* piring - pinggan
* mengarti (mengerti) - faham
* Nda payah - tak perlu
* ta'usah (tak usah) - jangan
* munyit (monyet) - kera
* minta puji - berlagak (sombong)
* jandila (jendela) - tingkap

Terdapat juga perkataan yang membawa maksud yang berlainan sekali.

* tapuk - sorok
* biasa - nakal

Disebabkan oleh penggunaan kata yang tidak jauh berbeza daripada Bahasa Melayu Piawai, agak mudah untuk membiasakan diri dengan penggunaan Bahasa Melayu Sabah.
Walaupun Bahasa Melayu baku adalah bahasa rasmi Sabah, Malaysia, namun secara umumnya Bahasa Melayu Sabah merupakan bahasa komunikasi yang utama di negeri Sabah.
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christmas day. [26 Dec 2005|12:27am]
[ mood | tired ]


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Online Christmas Tree!! [22 Dec 2005|02:15am]
[ mood | giggly ]


Me also has a (( christmas tree )) at MTV Asia.

So fun =D


Nephophobia? [20 Dec 2005|04:32am]
[ mood | scared ]

As much as I like looking at clouds, once they look abnormal, they scare me :\

I think I've got Nephophobia (fear of clouds) :p

One of my numerous phobias.

( this one looks pretty scary to me )

Oh, and ...


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Letter to Santa :O [17 Dec 2005|12:46am]
[ mood | happy ]

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In September I gave ericamouse a Dutch Oven (-10 points). In July I donated bone marrow to lyricaldelirium in a life-saving procedure (300 points). Last Monday chyldelike and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Thursday I bought porn for sheena_maddy (-10 points). In May I pulled fingerfly's hair (-5 points).

Overall, I've been nice (225 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike!


Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:
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December baby wish. [16 Dec 2005|02:30pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

December baby has just turned 20 :)


Hope you had an unforgettable birhtday, just like every other year *HUGS* :D

And, I agree with ericamouse on the mental note.

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Happier than most. [13 Dec 2005|11:13am]
[ mood | happy ]

....alice.... says:
"if compare study pun u might not be d best among us but at least u r d happiest"

I had an enjoyable nostalgic chat with my highschool classmate, Alice, the other night :) Very unusual of her, she suddenly told me that she regretted studying for As when we were in high school. Looking back now, she says she holds little meaning of highschool memories. Instead, she envies me for being average at everything I do, which I think I am too - studying just to pass my subjects and spending most of my time with Pierre, my friends and things I enjoy doing :) Like, juggling work and pleasure. It touched that she said I was and is still the happiest among all my friends, eventhough I may not be the best academically. And another close friend who sat beside me in Form 5, Vanessa says that I'm the most optimistic person she's ever known. I guess I know how to channel my gloom and anger without affecting the people around me :)

I was the average student among my A-students friends. Everyone around me were red-tie prefects while I stayed a blue-tie. Everyone were busy studying for tests while I prefered having Pierre over for the evening. Everyone had best friends since the beginning of high school, while some of mine left for other schools and some left me for good. I got backstabbed, I got criticised, I got brought down and demoted for some reason, haha. But I appreciated the ones who stayed, even those who turned their backs on me but now changed and became my best of friends. That made my highschool life beautiful I guess, as I perceive it; I dont wish go through it again though, even if I had the chance. Once is enough because it was more of what was outside of highschool that made me happy.

I may seem like a good girl, but I'm somewhere between obedient and rebellious. Boy, I had alot of fun in those days, mostly I got in trouble with my mom where I'd be yelled at and grounded. I thank God that my mom was patient with me. I think I'm the 2nd teenager in the family that brought loads of headache to my mom, haha. Being the most mischievous, I was also one of the smartest in the family. But I chose not to spend my time on books, which my mom was more furious about. One thing I was and still proud of, is that .. I know my priorities eventhough I have a boyfriend. I dont spend too much on him, and neither on my studies. You can say that they're on par.

But then I dont understand why some kids nowadays choose to spend all their time on their other half, rather than try to pass even 1 subject in school. It's really sad. I can relate to it, because I have kids in my family who are like that. Is it practice to learn how to set a detachment between studies and your boyfriend/girlfriend? Or it's just natural for some people? I mean, dont they care about their future? Or are they just immature enough to bother? Or they just dont care at all? I am proud to say that I was already mature when I had my first boyfriend at the age of 13, and I was still one of the best students in class. Was it talent? Or just diligence? Hmmm....

Then anyway, hehe.. Alice and I talked about our old classmates, how they dont recognise us anymore and how some were pain in the ass, haha. And, i havent laughed this much in silent mode for a long time, haha and my abs hurt :P We managed to catch up on a lot of stuffs as we spilled out all the things we thought of our weird friends back in school. We had one friend who was like a radio, she was the singer and DJ at the same time, haha.. all we could response was, "hehe", "really?", "that's so funny", "hahaha". And she'd go around telling the same story in the same tone and intonation. Hehe, she was hilarious to laugh at. Silently of course. But she was a good friend, no doubt.. but that was the uproarious part tho, haha .. and we agreed with each other :P

Sigh. I miss talking to my old circle of friends :(

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My baby, love you so much forever, you and I .. [05 Dec 2005|03:46pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Been alot into this song lately. Makes you wanna sway to the music, even if you dont understand a single thing they're saying *melts*

A korean version of "不得不愛 (Bu De Bu Ai)" by the fine-looking Wilber Pan and Xuan Zi *happy sigh*
Freestyle - Y (Please tell me why)
Listen to it, and tell me what you think!!

Had lunch with Caryn, Bee Yee and Michael after Media Philosophy class. Today's lecture on Eastern Philosophy wasn't as puzzling nor boring as the last few lectures on Western Philosophy, which was pleasant.

Overall, I had a nice day so far :)

Oh and yeah, whats the date today? 5 December 2005. Pierre and I celebrated our 5 years 6 months yesterday (4 Dec), killing stone-dummies and trolls in RYL, hehehe.

Happy 5 years 6 months, baby .. me loving you :)

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Agony. [03 Dec 2005|12:54am]
[ mood | discontent ]

Having a terrible tummy ache. Can't seem to burp the air out, aghh. Agony!!

I miss having a website. I dont want to be noticed being alive. I want to write all my crap in a website no one knows exists.

I want my own domain.

Bloody hell.

On a happier note, my sister and I are going to start our Christmas shopping tomorrow, and I'm gonna get my boyfriend a yummy looking shirt .. *drools*

Oh ...truthfully, I've got the hots for Padini Shirts *drools uncontrollably*

I once was infatuated with this sexy Padini shirt on a gorgeous body of headless male mannequin, and had the mind to bring the whole thing home, haha.

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One of the days. [28 Nov 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | numb ]

Was feeling down today. I didnt feel like doing anything else. So my conscious said maybe I should play with Illustrator.

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This is one of the days when I feel like letting everything drag me through life. Hmmm... oh yeah, Jumanji rocks better. Zathura was hilarious, but the storyline was kind of predictable.


advent begins in 3 days. [27 Nov 2005|01:45pm]
[ mood | christmasy ]

I'm back in campus. Assignments have started. Yada yada.

Early this afternoon, Caryn came back from Seremban and drop by my room to give me an early Christmas present and yummy Chicken Pie from her mom :)

She insisted that I open my present before Christmas, so I did. And I got this lovely wooden tree :) Thank you Caryn :-* My camera's out of order, so I took it with my phone.

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She bought it for me, bcos I forgot to bring back the little tree I bought back at home, it had a purple bow :(

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This one is my roommate's christmas tree, the whole room is litted with christmas lights :) U should come visit, haha.

So now, I'm killing time having Hot Chocolate Coffee and chicken pie for my brunch before getting ready to celebrate our accomplishment of Kung Fu Hustle's title sequence, with my last trimester's Video and Audio Design groupmates by watching Zathura in GSC Midvalley :)

Oh yeah, here's a bugger I'd like you to meet. It's my roommate's friend's rabbit. It had jumped out of its box 5 times the other night. I guess maybe it got lonely in his little space, so I let him run around my table and hit my keyboard. It even helped me type some bunny language before dozing off :P

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What u gon' do with all that ass? All that ass inside 'em jeans? [08 Nov 2005|11:59pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

My 13-year old niece, Alyssa has got me somewhat addicted with this new song, "My Hump" by Black Eyed Peas. And it keeps playing in my head, arghhh!!

Check out the lyrics, so arousing, hahahaha. Ahem, okay i'll stop :P

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps.
(Check it out)

I drive these scrubbers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these ice-ys.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and then Donna
Karen, they be sharin'
All their money got me wearin'
Fly gearrr but I ain't askin,
They say they love my ass 'n,
Se7en Jeans, True Religion,
I say no, but they keep givin'
So I keep on takin'
And no I ain't fakin'
We can keep on datin'
I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,
My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,
She's got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What u gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'm a make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps.
(Check it out)

I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let's go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I'm really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin' a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin' at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can't touch it,
If u touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don't pull on my hand boy,
You ain't my man, boy,
I'm just tryn'a dance boy,
And move my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.
My lovely lady lumps x3
In the back and in the front.
My lovin' got u,
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me and spending time on me.
She's got me spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me.

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
What you gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
I'ma make, make, make, make you scream
Make you scream, make you scream.
What you gon do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get you drunk,
Get you love drunk off this hump.
What you gon' do wit all that breast?
All that breast inside that shirt?
I'ma make, make, make, make you work
Make you work, work, make you work.
She's got me spendin'.
Spendin all your money on me and spendin' time on me
She's got me spendin'.
Spendin' all your money on me, on me, on me.

Nice song for a striptease quickie :P

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NEW SEM! NEW LOOK! AGAIN! [06 Nov 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Me got meself a pair of new glasses. Will be picking them up tomorrow :D

Oh and Ive got meself a new hairstyle. I look chubby. Oh and new hair colour too, tho the colour is nothing drastic, i hope :\! And I look like a freaking doll :|

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That time of the month strikes again. [02 Nov 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

I had the WORST of my period pains today. The first 2 days are always the worse. And the air in my tummy made it even distressing.

It was about 11 o'clock when my 2nd sister had already found a space to park in, and together with my youngest sister, we got down to go to the Xiang Xiang Pan Mian Shop for breakfast. I was already feeling light-headed at home, but I tagged along anyway. Just as I got down from our Red Isuzu, I couldnt even stand properly and everywhere looked like it's whirling around me. Then, I suddenly said, "Lyn, send me home". She, being hot-tempered at times, got back into the trooper and sent me right home. I was pale than ever.

It was quite a struggle getting to the front door all the way from the gate. I suddenly felt nauseous and ran all the way to the kitchen toilet.

Sitting helplessly on the bathroom floor, I threw up the all the little amount of food and water I had in the morning until I had nothing to throw up. I still felt nauseous and my head kept going back into the toilet bowl, despite having nothing to vomit anymore. My house helper massaged my back with some ointment as I threw up practically nothing but air. My back felt warm for a while, until I broke out into cold sweat and the feeling was worse than being in a 16 degrees air-conditioned room. It was freezing.

I used up the rest of my little energy, to run up to my bedroom and wrap myself in my blanket. The burning sensation of the ointment made me more uncomfortable than I already was. Thank God for mom, that she came awhile later to massage my back, taking away the cold sweat and made me feel alot better.

NEVER in my life had I had such a bad period day like today.

And I miss Pierre :( Ohh! And a slight change of plans, he's comimg back on November 10, and I might just extend my holiday for another week :) Cant wait to see him, I'm going mad!


Missing Bleach mode :( [30 Oct 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | mellow ]

I miss watching Bleach :( Havent watched it since August :(

Baby!! I want my Bleach!! :~(

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What an interesting day *rubs chin* [28 Oct 2005|09:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I passed my 2nd Year's 1st Trimester!! :D

Well, the happier part is that, I got 3.51 GPA :) And thats the highest I have ever gotten eversince I got into university. And I am finally proud of my results. All the tears and hardwork paid off :) So in about 2 weeks, I'll be going back to campus to start my 2nd Trimester :)

I watched 'Love Actually' this afternoon. I don't remember how many love stories were there in the movie, but I was teary at every one. It was beautiful. Moreover, the story was during Christmas time. *happy sigh*

And I watched abit of 'In The Womb' on National Geographic. That one was beautiful too. I didnt know that babies, in their last few weeks, could remember and familiarise themselves to their moms voice and music when they're still in the womb. And that, when they're already born, its their mom's voices and music they've heard before (when they were in the womb), could calm them down when they're crying. Ohh, and last but not least, I didn't know that it's the easiest way to give birth, when the mother is standing or squatting, instead of lying on her back :| HOW INTERESTING, hahahaa .. even I saw my sister lying on her back when she was in labour :|

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[26 Oct 2005|12:34am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I want to see Pierre, but I might not get to see him until Christmas. And Christmas is 2 months away. *sigh*

As planned, I'm going back to Cyberjaya on 12th November 2005, as my new trimester is going to start then. But Pierre is also coming home to Sandakan for a 2-month break on 12th November 2005, as there are only cheap AirAsia Kuala Lumpur-Sandakan flights on that day onwards. And his mom booked his flight before I could even say anything. It's so sad. What am I going to do for the next 2 months?

Then when I finish my trimester in January and going home, he'd be starting his new trimester and coming back to Kuala Lumpur. Stupid MMU and its stupid odd holidays. Everytime everyone else is on holiday, MMU students would be studying their asses off. And when MMU students finally get their holidays and go home, all their friends are gone. All gone back to study. Bloody hell.

Anyways, I wanna say ..



Lots of love!

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